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Not Some Fantasy

by Goodnight, St. Idiot

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I’m brimming so much that I just can’t cope
I give into people like I give into horoscopes
this sloppy love belongs to me
cause I love the people that I get to be

this not
people don’t know what to do with me
don’t know what to do with me

the street lights are on it
they flicker for you dancin'
and if you've been longing, own it
cause the heatwave's passing
bulk love is cheaper
so let’s talk feelings
boys let's be honest
tell me what you been concealing

I love the people that I get to be
don’t know what to do with me

Taking ice cold showers with the sunburnt boys
Brute force deep summer FOMO
when two passing trains don’t say hello
two currents lap at the same beach indigo

this not some fantasy


released October 1, 2018
music and artwork | tomas andel
mastering | stew kirkwood at sound extractor studios


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Goodnight, St. Idiot Edmonton, Alberta

goodnight, st. idiot is the art pop project of Tomáš Andel, a media artist from Amiskwaciy (Edmonton). Erratic music from a six-wall mirror, teetering on the edge of joke and breakdown. Asking about compassion+masculinity+community. Heavily influenced by the philosophy of Deep Listening, improvisation, and DIY ethics. ... more

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